deadboy is everything that deals with forcefully restrained emotions that needs to be expressed by one's self. everyone of us has this type of emotions but not all of us have the ability to express them fully. remember when your mom knew about that tatoo of yours? how about when your friends tease you in front of the girls but you can't tell them to stop? this events, in a way, mimicked my life as a musician. i want my music to sound in a certain way that my bandmates frown at. so since i want it, i might as well do it by myself and for myself. i am not selfish, i just felt the need. the need to explore my musical horizons as i see it and set myself free from the censor of others. you may frown when you hear it..but you will hear it as the way i envisioned the music... |